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I am le tired.
Perhaps it is the weather- this eternal just-on-the-cusp-of-March drizzle with twenty minute long bursts of quickly disappearing actual light- that makes me want to jump out a window. Except that my first floor is a half story up and the top level not high enough to really make a dramatic impact. (But maybe- just maybe- that’s the kinda window jumping I prefer.)
(And then I remember that a goodly bit of the nation is having a WAY worse time of it, weather-wise. And I feel badly for wanting a consistent amount of sunlight at the end of May.)
Or perhaps it’s the fact that I am still reeling from the smackdown I received from the LIBRARY two days ago regarding my wallet theft. No, they were not the first call I made (didn’t even make the top ten), and no, I would not be filing a separate police report for the sole item of the library card, but yes, I will try and be more conscientious in the future. (I hate them.)
(But then I remember how lucky I am that the worst of my wallet-thievery is a bruised ego at the Sulzer branch of the CPL.)
Or it could be the recent development of this blog’s traffic exploding to nearly eight times its usual weekly numbers…but because of an odd tracking glitch wherein no one can tell just where the numbers are coming from, I’m getting [monetary] credit for an less than an eighth of it.
(And yes, yes, yes, First World Problems. I’m extraordinarily lucky to be getting anything at all for babbling about…whatever it is I usually babble about. But the potential to earn more than a dime a day is rather tempting. Especially when the numbers are there. Unless it’s a mistake. Or a bot. I LOVE robots. But only the nice, non-enslavey kind.) [Side note- Nora hates ALL robots, including, but certainly not limited to, our Roomba Wally.]
Maybe it’s how I’m feeling ginormous and am one day away from being halfway through this pregnancy. That’s right, this show’s about to get bigger. We’re not just taking it on the road, I’m BECOMING the road. And the nearby counties. And Peej is no help, as he says I look good. Great, even. But I am seriously beginning to doubt his ability to discern, as he has never once told me that my butt looked big. And I’ve worn some awfully big butt-ed pants.
(And this one stings the most, because we really, really wanted this pregnancy- and uh, still do- and the fact that I’m becoming an orca is a decent sign that we’ll get a healthy baby and and and…)
And I hate whining. And whining about hating whining. It’s a vicious cycle.
My point is, I’m tired. And batting incoming household/money/fatness issues away with Toddler Tantrum hands. (Can you picture it? Some of you have seen this.)
I promise to chin up.
While I still have a single chin.
Which is a rapidly closing window of time.
Just sayin’.
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